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Hi, I'm Lisa. 

I spent over 30 years (since 1986) reading spiritual books, trying to wake up, trying to get to consistent peace and happiness. I knew there was some kind of "state" (or whatever different names people called it: power, energy, light, God, the kingdom within) that was available to everyone because I had experienced myself. A more accurate phrase would be: GLIMPSED IT. 

Because I would experience perfect peace, joy, freedom and happiness ... and then lose it. Seemingly. 

I couldn't figure out what I was doing wrong. Why was I constantly vacillating from love to fear? From joy to irritation? From peace to worry? 

I had read hundreds of books from ordinary people who had awakened to their true nature. AND STABILIZED IN IT,.

So I knew it was absolutely possible and available. But not a single thing I was doing was leading me any closer to my goal of knowing the Self and and knowing first-hand as my own direct experience.

October 2018 was "the beginning of the end" of spiritual seeking. I had been sick for over 6 years and my husband Bill Free invited me to welcome everything exactly as is. This was the beginning of the end of the personal self which I had identified with my entire life, which suffered ... and vacillated. 

In a very short time, I realized that I, Consciousness, Presence, do  not vacillate.

This Self - our true nature - is unchanging, eternal & luminous and is available to everyone. It is beyond the body and beyond the thinking mind, yet encompassing both the body and mind completely as Itself.

This Self - what some call God and some call consciousness - is all there is. And this realization is available to everyone.